you're off to camp and we hvnt spoken for 4 days. im counting the seconds.

wanna noe more about me?

i hate itchy eyes.
i hate long nails.
i hate getting dirt under my nails.
i hate long fringes.
i hate surprises.
i hate awkward moments.
i hate changes.
i hate new environments.

i love the time hundred years ago.
i love how people in the past live.
i love my bed.
i love it's smell.
i love pink.
i love purple.
i love chocolates.
i love carrots.
i love broccoli.
i love stories that bring me out of this world.
i love my family.
i love my friends.

spend most of my time with my new friends today. dream. that's her name. she's from vietnam. i kinda stick to her and her group of friends.her very big group of friends. and they were all from vietnam. so i stared at my phone for the whole time.

wishing it would ring.

wishing i hv smt to say.

wishing someone would get me out.

ahh, that's wad they call wishful tinking.

my class is cool. how cool? well, normally, in singapore, classes tend to have singaporeans as majority right? but nono! out of 18 people in my class, like i tink 13-14 of them are foreigners!!! they are all scholars from overseas. cool eh! :)

and my class has only 5 girls. and 13 other are guys. weird proportion in my point of view but apparently it's normal for classes to be like that. so well...

everyone's trying to cheer me up and they are so sweet. :) thank you jaclyn esp for the note. :D love u papa!

rachel, we sure have to buck up in that area, we cant be losers for EVER?

im terribly nervous. cos of tmr. so im gonna imagine all the worst cade scenarios so when they happen, i wont feel so bad. >.<

scenario 1 im friendless for the next two yrs in PE lessons, civics, and toilet breaks.
comments: iris volunteer to be on call, when i need the toilet, she'd rush to sch to go with me :) so sweeeet.

scenario 2 there's group work and im all alone.
comments: nvm, i shall just be the last one standing and c who would take me. :/

scenario 3 i need help with work and im afraid to ask the teacher.
comments: nvm, i shall wait for class to end and then ask cassandra they all.

there, it's not so bad afterall :)









who am i kidding, im still nervous.

finally! the first early dismissal we had since school started. :)

had a nice chat with isadora just now, it was a really great chat. she told me things i never knew and it kinda made me feel better, though at her expense. she shared her secrets, and i shared some of mine. it's nice to noe im not alone "/

i've got so much to tell you,
but not right here.
my joy and my blues,
have you a listening ear?

i've pen down my thoughts,
every word in a letter.
and it'd be delivered,
in the near future.

im a freak. everyone's adapting to new school life pretty well. i still feel like a stranger, not really caring whether im gonna make friends. and im being moody, and i bet everyone who talked to me gets irritated cos i tend to drift off in convos half way and just stare into space.

yep, i noe it's really rude of me. im not making an effort to make new friends. bleh. i shall try not to act emo anymore, and try to just blend in >.<


im declaring war to my inner self. :/

ok, joan, cassandra, letisha and i, have officially bonded today. after the amazing race and well also because of them. oh, and not forgetting the escalators. :)

had amazing race today. not a fun game when there's so many people in a group. lay-back people (yep, us) tend to get bored easily. :/ ya i noe it's our fault for not participating, but it's just hard to compete against so many others, more enthu, and stuff.

anw, joan got really obsessed with escalators. the rule was - when on escalator, die die must be on the right. cada, letisha and me lived in fear whenever we stepped onto the escalator. joan preaches loudly when we accidentally (really!) forgotten and kept on the right side instead. :P

and it's hilarious to discuss the scandalous affair. we are just such typical singaporeans. so interested in other people's business. but really, they are fast, really fast. i dun tink it's safe to blog about it here, so CALL me. i'll tell u if you're interested too. HAHA :D

oh oh oh. i finally found out our student council president's name. zx was curious and i was supposed to find out and tell her. the OGL happened to intro him to our group while we were playing a game so i found out. but i cant rmb his name now again. oops. >.<

im crossing my fingers like hell. :/

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